We picked camp groups out of the 85 students that were going to camp today. All the grade seven classes along with a few grade sixes gathered at the gym around 2:30 to talk about camp groups. I ended up in a group with Vincent, Ufan, Peter, Gordon, Joshua, Jonathan and myself. The ideal group. So I'm already in a great mood because of the groups.
Lately I've been really down and the complete opposite of optimistic (which is pessimistic). It started like right after the breakup that I had and after having a very deep chat with a good friend, I've figured out what has really happened to me.
She broke up with me. Which meant that she left a hole that I was longing to fill. Ever since, I've been looking at girls and lowering my expectations of the perfect girl. I've been delusional and I have been imagining all the girls are much prettier, smarter and nicer than they really are. I guess I'm just looking somebody else to care for me the way that I used to.
So I guess that my mind is delirious and I'm just waiting until high school to start fresh and just forget all the bad in elementary school.
Overall, Life Is Good
Finally got what's been bursting to get out of my head for the last hour or so onto paper, or at least whatever this is. Life is now moderately enjoyable. I just had a talk with my friend (in fact, I'm still in it) about some stuff (won't go into details of course) and I feel pretty awesome.
10. Still have to tell my dad my friends and I lost his USB, but today has been a really good progressive day emotionally. Can't wait to see what the road ahead brings me.
"The best thing about the future is that it comes one day at a time." - Abraham Lincoln
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