A Trashy Post on Everything on my Mind

#31: My brain dump

I haven't done something from the list of blog ideas in a while, so you might be just a little disorientated. Not to worry though! This will be one of those super passionate cringe posts you might want to skip. Here, I'll even make it easier for you. Simply click on THIS LINK and you'll be taken away from this dreadful post.

I'll be writing about a bit of everything in this post, but it's all going to be branching out from this idea of "my brain dump".

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Actually my mind's at a blank right now. The emotions and thoughts that I had welled up inside me suddenly dissipated and I don't know where to start or what to even say.

Relationships (at least around this age) are dumb. I don't condone high school relationships at all, but it seems that every person makes a really big deal about it. When I look with retrospect to my past attempts and failures, I feel... unmoved.

I'm still learning. They say life is a lesson, and if that's so, I must have only gone through the first five minutes of class. It's evident that I don't know anything at all, but I think that it's okay. I make a lot of serious mistakes and I'm usually faced with severe repercussions (but I guess that's where the learning comes in).

I need to open my own doors. In reality I've done nothing towards finding my own opportunities. I lack the will to go out and do something for myself, instead opting to have people push me into doing things or having them do it for me. It might work for a little longer, but definitely not if I want to have my little splash on the world.

Being a tiny bit sick sucks. I hate it when you don't feel completely sick, but instead you have minor symptoms that bug you all the time. Being sick in general doesn't go well with me.

Decided to post something, seeing as I haven't done one in a bit. Came in with the intention of making a really long and in-depth post, but ended up falling flat on my face (sorry about that). The way my day is going so far, I'm feeling like a 7. So I'll bid you farewell until next time.

"Arriving at one goal is the starting point to another." - John Dewey