Deep Tired

I'm Extremely Tired

For some reason I just feel really tired. I was feeling perfectly fine this morning and my mood was escalating until the evening. The only thing that I can think that would set me off was the fact I didn't get ice cream. Let me explain more about this ice cream situation before I actually continue on sounding like a spoiled brat.

So the majority of this evening was spent building the second floor of the rabbit's home and eating sunflower seeds (to be very general). We got called down to dinner and after that proceeded to go upstairs to get ice cream. It just turned out that they had purple yam ice cream and my brother said that I didn't like it while I was trying to close my eyes for a bit on the couch (I got something stuck in my right eye). I felt like speaking up, but I decided not to, thinking that one of them would come over and ask me if I wanted ice cream.

Now, my brother wasn't trying to rob me of ice cream, but more because he thought I didn't like it. It's my fault either way. The last time I had it I only mildly enjoyed it (it was melted by the time I actually really liked it), so I suppose my brother was trying to help me out. It's also my fault for not speaking up, so that's another thing.

But what really is gnawing at me is the fact that one of the guys didn't come over and ask me if I wanted any. I know it's still because I didn't speak up or ask for any (and wouldn't have minded not having any), but I can't help but feel that they dislike me.

There you are. What MIGHT have put me in a bad mood was caused by ice cream. Purple yam ice cream to be exact.

Therefore I Am Glad To Have Semester Break

I'm more grateful than ever that I have semester break this week because I need to organize all my work and just take back charge of my mood. Figure I'm going to sleep in next morning and I'll feel perfectly fine by then (in fact, talking about the purple yam ice cream incident has helped quite a bit). This whole thing is probably just an accident or something, but I figure I can make something funny out of it.

Remember how I used to post up words that I've made up or somebody close to me has made up? A few examples include "uhhh", "huuu", and "attentioner". I'm thinking now that I should try and incorporate purple yam ice cream into a new one. I'll try to think up of something next post.

Then Again, I Could Just Be Sick

I COULD be coming down with a cold or something, but I don't really think that it is that (I tend to not catch that many illnesses because I've already got them so many times). It's definitely not depression, and I don't want to embarrass myself by pretending to know what mood swings are.

I'm a surprisingly high 8. Probably going to grab a thermos of hot water and just truly relax by my little "campfre" (bad metaphor, sorry, it meant computer). Then I'll go to sleep, wake up, feel great, do some work, then blog later after the day has unfolded like me unfolding a paper crane in my Foods 8 class to wipe my fingers of the quesadillas we have just made.

"Hear me, my chiefs! I am tired. My heart is sick and sad. From where the sun now stands, I will fight no more forever." - Chief Joseph