I want to be able to make a decent amount of money when I turn 16. No, I don't want to work at McDonald's or Starbucks (actually, I wouldn't mind a job there, but that's off topic), or volunteer at a summer camp. Just NO. I want to be able to work from home, managing a small gaming group, or a decently sized website. And if things get desperate, then I'll probably go to some restaurant chain to work.
But recently my cousin gave me another path that I can take when I turn 16.
Expected pay as a recruit is $350 per month and of course, right now, it's more than I'm making. I also don't need to go every single day, which also means I can also possibly work at a McDonald's or Starbucks (maybe as an older person though).
Really in the end the reason why I want to join Army Cadets and The British Columbia Regiment is because I want to learn valuable skills just in case if they ever come in need. Same reason why I'm taking the St John's ambulance course right now.
No Resolutions...
I don't have any resolutions really. I just want to get my life back in order. It feels like everything falls apart just when the going gets really good. And then you get thrown down a god damn spiraling pit. But really, the person who is throwing you down is just yourself. So it's up to you to throw yourself a ladder and climb your way out.
So Many Things I Regret
There are many things I regret, and when something happens that makes me feel remorseful and regretful, it just leads me to think about all the things I've done that I wish I could take back.
I see the number 0 here much too often. You're thinking, "Oh, Kevin's only been a 0 two or three times." Still. That's two or three times too many.
"Funny how you regret not saying you were in love and also how you regret saying you were in love. Really changes a lot doesn't it?" - Kevin Zou
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