People And Music

I Realized...

When you wave or say hello to a random stranger on the street, it triggers a reaction. Most commonly people think that you're different or unusual and that can either put a frown or a grin on their face. Sometimes frowns and grins turn into something more, something that just makes your day. There's something nice about saying hello to a person and then that person putting on a great big smile and saying hello back.

I believe I've written about how one little hello can help somebody's day improve greatly. I think that it kind of adds a bit to their day overall.

The reason why I've all of the sudden decided to reach upon this topic is because of something that happened yesterday. I was walking back to my place through the back and as I was walking, I heard the voices of two little kids up ahead. I look and I see this little girl who is cycling on a small tricycle around a table on a patio. When she sees me, she stops in mid-cycle and looks at me at a weird way. I try to smile (I've never been good at that) and wave to her. Surprisingly enough she doesn't run back into her house, but she says, "Hello." After we exchange greetings, she pipes up about how the tricycle wasn't her own, but her cousin's, and how her regular tricycle (which she says is much bigger) is broken. I don't know what to say, so I just wave and continue on my way.

Now that I think about it, I wonder what was running through her mind.

Looking For Music

Lately I've been sort of addicted to music, listening to it whenever I am able to. I guess it sort of helps me just clear out my mind, and when I play music really loud that it makes this pounding in my head, it strangely makes me feel really good. It's like loud music blasting in my ears triggers happiness.

So I've been searching for really good music as of these past few days. Things have been really improving from my point of view at least. I'm all caught up in school work thanks to help from family, I'm keeping fit (somehow, but I have no idea how so), and I just feel this overall great feeling.

Try To Look At It My Way

Sometimes people unintentionally hurt you. They joke and tease, but you don't know how much it may hurt them. For example, when people comment on my blog, it hurts, not only because they linger on something that I've tried to stop, but they turn something that I try to take seriously into a joke. I know that these people who do this are just really friends and don't mean any harm at all, but it kind of makes me feel like dying on the inside.

Then there's the whole concept of respect. It's like my friends can respect me, but not all of the time. I ask them to stop fooling around with my stuff, especially while I'm gone, but it seems that they just don't let up, even though it annoys me to hell whenever it happens.

I know all these people who do these things to me don't mean it and are really great people and friends, but it gets really tiring to the point where I don't even want to continue this blog, or continue bringing my materials to class.

Fin

Well, that ends this post. I feel better now that I've revealed some of what has been going on in my mind and problems that I just can't address in life because I don't have the respect or it's just because of my personality.

Alright. I'm feeling like a high 8 today. Don't think I need to explain why.

"At the beginning and end of love, the two lovers are embarrassed to find themselves alone." - Jean de la Bruyere