The end of the school is coming up, and while I might be sad that I won't be seeing my friends over the summer, I am more relieved than anything. I hate to admit it, but I have been throwing these past few weeks away into the trash can. I've got two major tests coming up in the next two weeks, so if I can make it past those, then I'll be fine.
I wonder what I will do in the summer. I have not enrolled for a summer school course (and frankly, I don't want to be in one), and I'm not quite sure what my plans are. Lying around in the summer heat sounds perfectly fine to me.
Younger Selves Are Always Stupid
I think a lot about how stupid and immature I was before. A year ago, I was thinking, "I'll never do the things I did in grade seven again." I'm thinking now about all the stupid things I did in high school and everything before that.
So does this mean that we're stuck in this endless cycle where we'll always reflect on our younger years as being stupid? Or does it just mean that until we really learn from our decisions, we will continue to have stupid years before us? It's a question that can only be answered from age.
Endless
It feels like everything will be always like it is. I'll be in my current state, always like this, never changing. It feels like that way for some weird reason. It's like there is nothing to look forward to in life but more struggle, but without struggle you don't get the sense of accomplishment.
Lately people have been poking fun at my blog and I wonder why. Leave if you don't like it. I'm a 5 today.
"The supreme accomplishment is to blur the line between work and play." - Arnold J. Toynbee
to be old and wise you gotta be young and stupid *shurgs*
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