Nothing.
There is just nothing to really blog about anymore. I mean, my life just feels really empty (and I suppose that is good). With school there is always something that you are working towards, but when it's summer, it's like you lose all functionality and productivity.
Sometimes I wonder what will happen to me in terms of friendships. I find that I never really stick with a group of people or a person, but instead I travel like a nomad, wandering from group to group.
Don't say that I didn't try making close friends. In fact, I had two of them for what seemed like forever. But with them, it seemed like everyday that passed brought new surprises, and to me, everyday was a forever in itself. Like the Kevin I am though, I screwed up whatever friendship that we had and now there's always this uncertainty when we are around each other.
There's this one group of friends that I think is really just great. For some reason though, I feel like I don't really truly belong in the group, and maybe it's because I'm meant to always be on the fence, ready to jump off or content to sit down. I feel like I have also screwed up my friendship with this group.
Graduation Ceremony
Today I visited my elementary school, Begbie, to attend the graduation ceremony. I had a really good time seeing old friends and talking to some of them. Some old friends will remain that way, just old friends. I know that there's a slim chance that anybody (besides Tyler) who graduated from Begbie today reads this blog, but if you do, then I'd like to say that it's been my pleasure to have known you for the majority of my life.
Boring Post
Go somewhere else and read something more interesting than this.
I am a 9 for reasons.
"Sanity is a cozy lie." - Susan Sontag
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