Nearing 30K

It Seems A Long Way Off

I'm at the point where I think my blog has earned (to a degree) some sort of... success in it. I blog to vent out feelings, it's a place where I can yearn for the attention and opinion of others. And yes, from my point of view I think that it's been nice being the owner of a blog.

Coincidentally we are also nearing the 400th post (disregarding the long time frames between my posts now), so my blog is kind of reaching a milestone period of time.

Uhm. Game review. Yes. Sometime soon? I haven't really been doing too much. Might do an anime one instead? Who knows?

And uhhh, yes, Hatsune Miku. Why? Because.

Everybody Is Stupid

Sometimes it feels that way. In essence what I really mean is: "I think everybody is stupid."

What does that mean? It means that I just simply dislike myself. It seems like everybody around me has these huge problems and I dislike having people fight behind my back. There is a reason why my role in a group is typically middle man. I don't like picking sides. Because there's always always always more than one view for a story. So you know, a middle man kind of suits me. Resolving things and having an aurora of respect is nice. I like to carry luggage for other people (luggage being the past and regrets that weigh you down) and be there to support people.

Yeah, it pisses me off whenever people seemingly leave me, even if I've left them. I mean, what's our friendship if you didn't even make that much of an effort to run after me? Nothing. It's okay. All the people that I've known in the past: gone. I don't think I'll ever get them back. No, I'm not talking about you. This type of thing has happened to me quite a bit.

Yeah. Blogging gets me moody. Just ignore everything I say. I'm actually really okay on the inside. Focus on others. I think they've got bigger problems.

And no, just because I told you to take care of somebody else doesn't mean that I need your help.

No.

That's It.

No, I haven't snapped. It's been a month and a bit since I did. It was weird. Nothing else to say.

This post is kind of me right now. All over the place. From happy to sad. Boredom gives me mood swings, what can I say? ^^ I'm a 7 for today.

"There's no night without stars." - Andre Norton