Check

Things have been progressing slowly, and more recently, the pressure of school has taken its toll on me. Even though I am a good year and half away from graduating, there is this immense weight on my chest that keeps irking me. With many of my friends applying and stressing over university/college applications, I cannot help but feel worried about my future as well. As of now there are only a few options that have been outlined for me.

My eyesight has deteriorated sometime in the past few months, and at times I struggle to clearly read out what is written on the board. Granted, I do sit in the back of the class for two of my three classes, however it worries me. There have also been arrangements for me to get braces, so it seems like everything involving my personal health has been a bit out of my control.

Ventures in terms of my relationships with others have been going well, and is one of the things that I have control of. This particular field has never proven to be an area of concern to me, and I doubt that it will.

Self-image and confidence have been wavering. This is brought on by a lack of motivation in school, and my health. I could definitely feel much better about myself, but this is what I have to work with for the time being.

There you have it. A small check on my life. Much more can be said, but these are the most pressing matters at the time. Feeling a bit mopey from this, but still a solid 8 for tonight. Hopefully you will still be around for the next post.