Although the changes I've made to the blog are not numerous, it's enough to give the viewer a whole new perspective of my blog. A first time viewer would think, "This guy is a Russian." because of my background (it's pretty self explanatory). So, I apologize for the background, but it was so awesome, I had to put it up. It's also kind of the first sombre theme that my blog has had.
Ummm... Life's Gotten Boring For Me
I haven't really thought about it lately, but NOTHING bad has happened to me since the first time I had great luck. So... I'm still on my lucky streak. Although today is Friday the 13th... AH. Something to talk about. I'm not superstitious. Well. That wasn't much to talk about. Ummm... I kind of messed around with the favicon, trying to update it, but it's staying at the old school "KZ" one. I HATE YOU BLOGGER. No. I'm just kidding. I love Blogger.
I don't mean that this post is useless and has no point, but my blog is useless. I'm only keeping it... I don't know. I keep telling myself that I only keep this blog so in the future I can just look back at it, but it doesn't seem like I will. It seems like there's a deeper reason.
Heart Pain
Have you ever had one of those weird feelings where it feels like your heart rises and suddenly you feel extreme sadness? That just happened to me. I don't know what it was. But I was thinking of friends at the time. Maybe now I suddenly feel left out and alone to fend for myself.
So in other terms, heart pain.
Jesus. I hate when that happens.
This Part Gets Tiring
In summary, the end of every post is guaranteed to end with this. I sum up my day and I say a number that just pops into my head. I don't know why I even do this any more. Thanks a lot heart pain.
I'm a 9. I don't know what's going on, but it feels like there's a heavy weight on my chest.
"A sorrow's crown of sorrow is remembering happier times." - Alfred Lord Tennyson
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