Look at me. I'm a 12 year old boy, who thinks that he can actually do something in this world. Yeah, sure I have made friends and have "affected" them so much I have left a little hole (that will undoubtedly be mended) in their hearts, but what am I kidding. I don't even know who reads my blog.
But then again, maybe some people are.
I've noticed recently, that life is nothing but a sick sick sick joke. What is wrong with this world? Swears. Perverted and disgusting jokes. People who have a lack of understanding when their friend is trying to be serious. Life really is just full of ignorant, careless, sick people. I won't defend myself, in fact, I have lately kind of "embraced" myself to my ignorance. In a way, I am blissfully aware that I must change.
So I have to change. I've got to stop cracking sick jokes and hanging out with the wrong people.
I'll tell you what really set off this subject. I've been holding back this subject because a few weeks ago I was all, "The world is a better place." But after a horrible incident at my summer school, I am incredibly ticked off at everybody. I'm pissed off at myself, most of my friends and more importantly, the world.
I guess the real thing that's bugging me is that I care more about my own thoughts and that I may not have a lot (if any) friends in high school.
Then again, I'm looking at this from a pessimistic view.
So I'll just add an optimistic picture.
I Am About To Die
It was believed by the early men that whenever you went to sleep, you would die and be reborn. So. In a salute to the early men of our world who pioneered this wonderful land, I shall go die and be reborn.
I've put myself in a really negative mood and I guess I could say I'm a 5. I haven't been enjoying life as much as I wish to. Only one person I think would truly know why. I just hope that person actually reads my blog.
"Life is too important to be taken seriously." - Oscar Wilde
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