I wish people were honest. I know there are some honest people out there, but it's hard to find them. Then there are the people who are outrageously fake. This honesty problem gets so confusing for me that I usually end up doing something stupid and making a mistake. I think that a person isn't telling the truth because something has changed at that person, when that person might have just been telling the truth the whole time, but had something bugging them.
I wish I knew what people thought of me. What they know about me.
To the person I've been bugging these past few days, I'm really sorry (you know who you are). I know you probably don't check this blog as frequently as others may, but I hope that you will eventually see this post one day. We're hanging on a thin thread.
Writing Competition
I realize I haven't really written competitively (I don't think NaNoWriMo counts) ever, so I'm thinking about joining a local writing competition. The theme is "It's Possible", is for grades 8 - 12, and needs to have less than 1,500 words (along with a title). I'm kind of excited for this competition (although I'm not sure if I'm going to actually write anything decent).
Winter Break Relaxation
I was planning to relax this Winter, but it doesn't seem like I'll have that much time with the Science Fair, science homework, and just a bunch of other stuff that I'm trying as hard as I can to carry on my back. It feels like I'm trying to carry too much again.
I'm a 5. I don't really feel the spark of emotion inside me (and my wee bit of sickness may contribute to that) and I feel dead and useless. These next few weeks just may make me or break me.
"While I thought that I was learning how to live, I have been learning how to die." - Leonardo da Vinci
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