Something's Not Right

Life Seems To Alright

Ever since I've won student rep, I've gained a lot of responsibilities and also popularity. I regularly get people who say to me in the hallways, "Hey, you're that kid who was speaking." But as it seems as I'm getting more acquainted with the main student body, I'm losing my two best friends. So of course, life is great and all, I'm caught up with everything (except for that pesky Science Fair), but there's something that's just waiting to come out of the dark and stab me.

Realized I Haven't Blogged

I've been looking at my stats for this blog and I see that the views on my blog are dropping. I did a bit of cross checking and turns out I get more views on days that I post, so you know, of course, I want more people to know about this blog. I can do one thing to help that, and that is blog more, but you guys (or gals) can also help me out by sharing.

That'd be nice.

Copying Stargirl

I discovered that I've been fostering a rock collection for a while (now at 15 rocks) and I decided to copy Stargirl. So now I keep a certain number of rocks on the left side of my window, and a certain number on the right side. This number is more towards my personal and deep feelings, whereas the number I add to the end of every post is just my general outside feeling.

Anyways, I started this yesterday, so let's see how long I'll keep this up.

Goodbye

I have a lot of works and commitments that I've made, and I'm just being overwhelmed by everything. There are so many problems that just come after everything. Life is so difficult, even if these words come out of my mouth.

My number for today is a 7. I'm feeling lowly and gloomy. Too much pressure and commitments and such. There's just a really big problem too.

I need five more rocks.

"I just wanna hold your hand. Stare at you like you've got everything I need." - For Nights I Can't Remember by Hedley