Honestly I Don't Know Why

I Don't Know Why I Still Blog

It's been over a year since I've started this blog and I have to say that it's become a decent blog. I realize I haven't done a lot of things I've promised on this blog, such as post snippets of my NaNoWriMo novel (which is kind of abandoned, but I'm thinking of starting a shorter novel) and other things such as that.

I know most of my views come from family and friends, and although that is comforting to know, I wonder what other people really are just random people who enter my life through my blog. In fact, I wonder if anybody is truly a "unique" visit. Somebody who I do not know. I've been getting a lot of comments and I admit most of them sound like they're from my two close cousins, but some of them sound like just other random people.

This blog and I have kind of been inspirations for other people to start blogs. I'm pretty sure that at least one person has started a blog after seeing this (a lowly number, but nevertheless worth it) and I'm quite truthfully proud of that.

Anyhow, this blog has reached over 13,000 views over the span of what, one and half years? I feel like this blog is really expanding (although I don't know how much), but I wonder who really has the time to read about my useless musings (which by the time I shouldn't be doing since I have a lot of homework to do, but oh well).

I suppose I blog because I hope that one day I can look back at this, read through my life, and be proud of myself. Or I'm just waiting for one person to read this blog and come and change my life.

And If You're Still Reading

I would surprise myself if I could read through all of it, so really, you guys are the best of the best. Everything has been catching up to me and I now realize how much I have to accomplish in this one school year that will be over in a matter of months. So it's time for me to mature and finally get some work done. Which of course means that this is the end of the post. Sorry if you were expecting some sort of a secret.

Tonight has been enjoyable, from the close basketball game today to just contently blogging here.

I sat in the area outside Alpha's large gym today. The wind had a nice breeze to it and I swear, if I was careless enough to ditch class, I would have stayed there until I had to move. I was really happy there, and I suppose I am now, but it's the kind of happy that comes with the unhappy.

Of course, I've been feeling the same lately. A little better, but hey, I've never used decimals, so I guess I won't start now. Considering everything, it's been a fine day and I'm an 8. I'm going to finish this blog off with a little shout out to my good friend Natty. It's her birthday if you didn't know (although I think all her friends do). Anyhow, happy birthday. You're now older than me, but hey, we're learning the same things.

"Be yourself; everyone else is already taken." - Oscar Wilde