Today Feels Like A Blogging Day

Hey, What Can I Say?

Maybe it's the huge cauldron of simmering thoughts in my mind. Maybe it's because I'm still a bit hyped and energized after the Focus tryouts. It could be a lot of things, but one thing that I know for sure is that today feels like a blogging day. Feel free to stick around and read, but if you're one of those people that just don't enjoy reading "filler" posts, then you can go ahead and leave (actually, I'm trying to make this not a filler post).

Goodbyes

So I was rereading a few things from my co-op blog (now unfortunately dead) and I stumbled upon this unpublished (probably done purposefully) post from the other author. Now I've read this letter a few times and every time I read it I do feel a bit uneasy inside. I feel like I've left a lot of things untied and now I'm not sure where I stand with my old friends. I try not to think about it a lot, but I wonder if we still count as friends or if we just know each other.

There's a fine line between those two. For some people I have definitely crossed over to the just know each other side. Other people I have desperately tried to keep at friends, but sadly I don't know what they think of me. And of course there are always the people who have forgotten Kevin. I'm just a small memory in the back of their head based on how little or how much interaction we had in the past. But the big thing is that I'm not there anymore.

I've always thought about visiting my friends at Tech. According to some friends, I'm known relatively well at Tech. It makes me happy to hear that because it means that I'm still being remembered by somebody. But every time a day off comes along I find some reason (legitimate or not) to not go. So sometimes I wonder if I've actually moved on.

Anyhow, if you have fallen out of contact with me, I'm sorry. I have two lives, in a way. One that resides at Begbie, and the other that lives on at Alpha. Every once in a while I wear the life that brings me back to a few years ago, but it's safe to say that I'm almost living the Alpha life every single day now. So sorry for never giving a proper goodbye.

... And That Wraps It Up

That's it for this post. After this I'll probably just end up chatting on Facebook for a bit more and then showering.

Just another week until break. Today I'm an 8.

"Come live in my heart, and pay no rent." - Samuel Lover