Less Frequent Posts

Hey There

I will be posting less frequently on this blog (not to say that I have any other blogs, because I don't have any that are active), and I thought I'd give you a heads up. As you can probably tell, I'm not really in the fit state to be posting because things I might say are things that I may regret in the future, so I'll limit my posting to every three to four days or so. For all those people that "worry", don't. I'm doing fine with everything, I just don't want to say something that I will regret.

However that doesn't mean that the content of the posts will be any different from what I usually post. Posts may be longer than they previously were, but that's only natural since there's more build up of stuff to write about. Most of the stuff that you'll read in the future posts will definitely be more cheerier than how I must sound right now. I guess it is quite difficult to sound happy after such a terrible post.

Music And Friends

Lately I've been talking to two new friends a lot and listening to a lot of that type of music. I enjoy talking to these friends because they are just... unaware of all the luggage that I have on my back. They know what type of person I am, but have no idea what type of history I have, and in that way we're able to have these pure conversations where our opinions of each other are completely new and are in no way affected by our respective histories. I like that aspect of our daily conversations.

And of course whenever you're feeling down you just listen to music. I find that it really helps. If you were curious as to what that music is, I've just been listening to a few Japanese songs, songs like Shiver, and... I don't know. It's easier if you ask me online or in person.

In Person

I've wanted to get this straight with a few people. I'm not running away from you if you've ever tried to confront me in life to check up on me or something at school. Maybe I was just really distracted and talking to another person, but it feels unfair when you say that I have been just avoiding you the whole time, because I had no idea that you even wanted to talk to me. I definitely acknowledge that I get occupied very easily, but I have completely no intention of avoiding anybody.

I'm a different person online (at least I think so) and my responses are different from how I would respond in real life, so I get if you want to talk to me in person about something serious, but nobody has really came up to me to talk. And even if I was distracted, it just means that you obviously weren't trying hard enough to get my attention.

Until Next Post ^-^

My friend calls that face (in the subheading) the "I'm trying to show you that I'm pretty good but I'm kind of not face" and I can't see how it couldn't be that type of face. It explains the face so well whenever I use it, and... I'm surprised that my friend stated this. But yeah, from now on, I will be using that face in the subheading whenever the topic that I'm talking about involves something where I'm feeling pretty good, but also somewhat not doing that well. Or I'll at least try. I don't know if I'll remember.

That wraps up another post. Thanks for continuing to visit. We hit 21K today and I'm glad for the traffic that I have been receiving. I am a... 7? The other numbers don't feel right, so it must be 7.

"You cannot shake hands with a clenched fist." - Indira Gandhi