I'm sure the majority of people who have had spare time and nothing to have thought about this. What would the world be like without me? A lot of times I take this question and think about it in two ways. a) how the world would have been if I never existed and b) how the world would be if I died, but had existed. It's something that I will never know, but am dying (haha, get it?) to know the answer to. Sure, I can guess, but I can't say for sure. The bad thing is that I usually take the most interest in things that I will never figure out the answer to. Silly me.
And if you're one of those few people who have never thought about this question, go ahead and give it a try. It kind of puts a value on your life and shows you how much you've impacted the people and world around you. I'm afraid of dying without doing anything significant.
So if you didn't know, I recently turned 14 (whoopie). I mean, yeah, it's great and all that I'm now 14, but I really dislike birthdays to the point where I wish I could just stay home for the whole day. When I think about it, I actually don't like many holidays. I know it sounds kind of clichéd, but why isn't everyday like a holiday? Why on this one day must we put on masks and pretend to be happy when we're just downright depressed?
Although some people may be genuinely happy for some holidays, I am not. I find no reason to celebrate a day that is just like any other. Yes, I'll take part in all the traditions and stuff, but I'm just another person wearing a mask. However it's much more intimidating when everybody's wearing the mask and I'm the only one who isn't.
Too much attention I guess.
That Concludes This Post
Sorry for not posting for a while. I just forgot about it for a bit and was caught up in the events of the past week. Actually this week has been pretty busy in terms of work and obligations. Then again, it hasn't been a bad week. Not at all.
I'm a 7 today. Ambiguity is very interesting.
"Know or listen to those who know." - Baltasar Gracian
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