Here's A Quick Post

Feel Kind Of Sad

First of all, if you don't like silly things, then please skip on.

So why am I feeling kind of sad? Because I'm nearly at the end of yet another anime (if you didn't skip and you hate these things, then don't say I didn't warn you) and I feel like just screaming because I've been watching this anime for what has seemed like forever. I actually enjoy the anime very much so because it's just something light hearted to watch and it has never disappointed me where others have.

This kind of puts me in a bad mood, but then again there are other anime and it wasn't like this anime was anything like Angel Beats! or Mirai Nikki (I am very partial to both). Anyhow, thought I'd just get that out there before I continued on with the more serious type of things in this blog.

Still Not Settled

I feel like everything in my life is still up in the air, uncertain. Unstable. It feels like just the slightest shake will cause any balance and order in my life to fall apart. Nothing is here to stay, and I have zero idea where the hell I'm going in future. I just hate this feeling.

On the topic of things that I hate, I really dislike it when my cousin gets ticked off at me because I ask him for help. I realize that he's also got a lot of work to (much more than me), but a lot of stuff is new to me since I never really learnt Science 10 or Math 9 properly. I can figure out things that are obvious, but other stuff I ask him for help.

He expects much out of me, sometimes I think too much because what I just wanted was a normally paced school education and now I'm... here. And everything just seems to be going too quickly for me and I can't handle everything and I feel like he should help me (which he has, thank god) because he was the one who kind of pushed me into this. Now I'm not blaming anybody and any friends should not go hate on this guy because he's an amazing individual, he just wants the best for me.

That's It

This is a relatively small post, so I hope that you're satisfied with it. Today was relatively uneventful if you wanted to know.

I'm feeling like a low 8 today.

"To know nothing is the happiest life." - Desiderius Erasmus