My family essentially pisses me off, lowers me down a level and makes me feel HORRIBLE everyday. I know that in the last post or something like that I said that different parents have different ways of saying, "I love you." but it's times like this that make me feel like it's getting more false and false day by day. My family treats me like some stubborn stuck up kid. Anyways, when I went over to my grandma's house, I was playing on my iPad and then my aunt just takes it away and then RAYMOND, my brother, just helps her. So I'm even pissed off at Raymond. I'm PISSED at everybody. So she took it away to who knows where AND that's when I seriously CRACK. I'm just thinking, "Oh, so if she makes me pissed, I will DEFINITELY make HER pissed." So how do I make her pissed?
I just take out my laptop. Imagine this. You're an angry guardian and you've just taken your nephew's iPad away, so he can't play and you feel superior. WELL NO. He brings out a laptop and then you start raging.
Yah. That's what I did. I basically just made her more pissed and FORTUNATELY for ME, she just threatened to smash my laptop (which I really wouldn't mind...).
Anyways, my WHOLE family just makes me PISSED off. Except for my cousin, Lina. Sometimes though, I do feel as if Lina is worried about me somehow and I do really think that my family (well, excluding Lina) don't understand me.
Basically the problem today was that I WASN'T doing my homework (my home homework). WOAH. Kevin, not doing his homework?! How does he get in all his work in school on time then?
Well, there's one secret to my master plan. I DO MY HOMEWORK. I mean, WHO SERIOUSLY DOES THEIR HOMEWORK AT 11:30AM WHEN YOU'VE ONLY GOT 5 PAGES OF MATH?! I seriously prefer doing my homework after dinner because it's when I'm full, happy and content (unless of course my family is pissing me off).
And I don't mean to offend or be racist AT ALL, but I seriously think that only Asian, Indian (essentially all the immigrants of Canada) or some other race parents are like this. Well, with the occasional Caucasian kid, but he's probably like HALF Asian or something like that...
Canucks VS Red Wings Today, So A Little Yay
Today the home boys will be battling off against the Red Wings today and hopefully we'll win (Detroit holds the season series at one game). I definitely won't be able to watch today's game, but I'll try and listen to it on the radio (just like the old days =P). I still play the fantasy hockey thing, but ever since it's switched to a completely new site, I haven't liked it much. It doesn't tell you all the games you've played and the points you've earned for every game and essentially the new fantasy hockey site is missing every aspect of the stats except for the leader boards. Maybe they just need more time to work on the site. Oh well.
There's A Whole Fudge Of Negativity In This House...
I know I was leaning towards this topic just a minute or so ago, but I would like to state that there is a FUDGE LOAD of NEGATIVITY in this HOUSE... Seriously. Okay. So my mom and dad always want me to make my bed whenever I wake up and I'm basically thinking inside my mind, "Okay, I want to make my parents happy so they won't piss me off, so I guess I will try and make my bed tomorrow morning." and then my parents are like, "He'll never learn, he's too stubborn." and stuff like that which just makes me not want to make my bed the next morning.
I guess my parents just have to understand that I WANT to change my habits, but they're making it HARDER and IMPOSSIBLE for me.
Nothing Else To Talk About Now...
I really appreciate the people that support me (friends and teachers) and like me for who I am. Teachers find it fascinating that I know codes like HTML and support me on this whereas my parents think it's useless for me to know a "stupid" code. Friends like me for who I am and they help me balance my life. I also appreciate people that read my blog because I know that there is at least one person who I can confide to about all my life troubles and not just see my outer self at school.
I also LOVE this blog because I can spill out everything in this little page of coding. Just a few minutes ago, I was feeling incredibly pissed and mad and when I started blogging about my problems, I felt better.
Anyways, I know it's not the end of the day, but as of 11:42AM of December 21, 2011, I am a 8. I'm still pissed for just having my iPad taken away, but writing about it has definitely improved my mood (I would probably be around a 5 if it weren't for this).
So. I guess that's the end of this post. I don't have anymore secrets or anymore family problems or in fact, ANYTHING interesting or WORTHWHILE to talk about, so I'm just going to go and read some news or something like that. If you read this post, I seriously thank you and I hope that you'll be able to spread out my life a little more. Subscribe to support me and I'll see you tomorrow.
"Only a man who knows what it is like to be defeated can reach down to the bottom of his soul and come up with an extra ounce of power it takes to win when the match is even." - Muhammad Ali
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