Yesterday, I tried writing in my diary. I tried to write about all my emotions, feelings, adventures, and plans in one little entry. I failed miserably. Somehow I just couldn't bring it to myself to write down everything without sharing it first. And even after this blog, I will probably never write about these things in my diary.
Some things are too private to tell to a diary. Some are too public. Some are too happy and some can be the complete opposite. You never tell your diary your darkest secrets. You just can't bring yourself to admit it.
In truth though, this blog is a diary of mine.
What did I feel during the period of one week which my mom took my laptop? I felt sad, anxious, angry, happy, thoughtful, and also cut off. I felt cut off from the outer world. I'm not like many of you guys. I don't live in Vancouver and am able to go to school to hang out everyday. For the last week, I was socially and mentally cut off from what little friends I had.
Adventures
I actually had a lot to do during my computer relief period. I managed to make conclusions to a lot of questions I had for myself (but there's this one question, you see, that I can't answer) and also hung out with some friends. So. I guess you can say I was only socially cut off for six out of seven days of the week.
Essentially what happened was that I went lazer tagging with Brian's family because it was the Duan brother's birthdays (that sounds awkward). After a few intense games of lazer tag, we went back to their place, where the remainder was spent eating chips and playing games. What fun.
Ummm... yesterday I went to my dad's restaurant to help out. It went... well. Here's a list of the most memorable callers to the restaurant.
1. Drunkie
2. Lady in her 30s
3. First guy who I could actually understand
4. Regular (I think) who corrected me nicely
5. Asian dude
6. Regular who asked for my dad
7. First person I successfully answered
8. Raspy voiced woman
9. Quiet voiced regular
10. Lady with children screaming in the background asking for directions
People Make It Seem Easy
When I read people's blogs (a habit of mine), I see how easy their blogs are. They make huge impacts in one sentence. I'm not very good at that. All I do in my blog is talk about my days, and I have to admit that listening to this blog is probably boring.
I'm a 8 today. I don't feel right to be a 10. There's this question pressing on me every single day. And I know it will never be answered unless something happens.
Something.
"Diamonds may last forever, but so does friendship. You can never stop a started friendship." - Kevin Zou
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