Have you ever had that feeling where somebody is just sitting on your chest, and he's merciless and it seems like he will never get off? I'm pretty sure a lot of people have felt that, and trust me when I say this, you're not alone. I have this feeling very often just every few days.
There's a line in a song called Lose Yourself by Eminem that goes, "He's nervous, but on the surface he looks calm and ready to drop bombs." When I get that feeling, my whole self esteem falls apart and suddenly I can't face people in the hallways or talk to anybody. Lately some events that have happened have caused this feeling to grow and linger. It's been here for about three days.
Whenever I feel this way, something bad usually happens soon after. But all that is bad is not all negative. The pain usually goes away, because I guess what this pain is a pain for knowledge. I want to know something. I want to know the honest and truthful answer. Sometimes I'm confused myself about the question.
Later
I don't feel much like blogging anymore, but I felt that I should at least tell you guys if I'm going to possibly take a break from blogging for a while. Maybe until I feel better. Life really isn't that bad compared to others, but it's also really bad compared to others.
I'm a bad 5 today. I seriously am having a bad time. It'll be a rough few days.
"The art of life is to know how to enjoy a little and to endure very much." - William Hazlitt
but he keeps on forgetting what he wrote down the whole crowd goes so loud he opens his mouth but the word won't come out. he's choking how everbody's chokin now the clock's run out time's up over bloah or smth. I know that song too lolz
ReplyDeleteaww kev, feel better :)
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