Discovery

If Only I Was Found

I wonder what people would REALLY think of me if they actually found, read, and understood this blog. Would they still like me, or would they despise me? I don't care. As long as I can continue writing this blog and be my unique self, that's good enough. The thing is, my blog doesn't have ANY way of getting known except for being passed on from person to person. So if you have been reading my blog for a while and you want to help me out, you can do several things. First of all, you can become a member on this blog (it'll really help out with support) and the second thing you can do is just simply spread the word about my blog.

To get ready for my imaginary river of people heading into my blog, I will possibly change the design of the blog, the font, the format, and everything else (just because I don't like the style of this blog, but the theme I want is being used by my co-op blog). So please help out. Become a member or just spread the word.

Final Try Outs Tomorrow

The last try out was pretty good, in terms of how well I did as a grade eight. To quickly run through through what happened in the try outs on Wednesday, I'll just say I went there, got a shot on net (better than most grade eights, some who didn't even get a touch on the ball), and left feeling kind of bad about myself.

I felt bad and disappointed because I knew I hadn't given my all. I could have done certain things better (for one thing I could have actually gone in the proper soccer uniform and equipment) and I just can't help but feel that this is an opportunity lost.

So, tomorrow I'm going to head out onto the pitch with my proper uniform and equipment and I'm going to show them how good I am. And hey, if I make the team, it will just encourage me to start getting more fit and athletic.

Things Are Going Well

I still haven't gotten a day plan made yet (I keep on holding it off), and there's a bunch of little things I need to do, but once that's all cleared up, it'll be okay (just like acne). I've made a lot of cool friends at Alpha, but one of them, Hamza, is leaving tomorrow to transfer to another school in Surrey. It's really sad to see that I've made such a good friend just to loose him so soon.

On a more optimistic point of view in terms of how my plans are going, I've acquired a new business partner. His name is Tamac and I just can't help but feel that one day we will both be very successful. That's how dreams, goals, and plans all are. You lay down some ground plans, work your way there, and finish off by topping the whole thing.

Well, Good Night

It's getting a bit late right now and I need to be up early and ready for the try outs tomorrow, so I'm going to bed. It's been a REALLY long day.

To be honest, I'm a bit worried about things, but not TOO many things. So I'm a 7. I'm not glum or anything, it's just I don't feel the privilege to be a 8 or higher. Huh. It's been a while since I've been on top of everything and feeling confident about myself and life. High school changes you.

"The smile of discovery." - Kevin Zou