I don't know what type of destiny or fate that life has for me, but it is one largely without the support of my peers from the graduation class of 2011/2012.
I'm so pissed off that I have to start a new life, a new identity, a new school, a new everything, while everybody is off skipping through life with the rest of the friends that I knew.
I'm just really mad.
I realized this when I was scrolling through my friend's posts. I was just looking through all of the posts and I saw friends gathering meet ups (lunch, stuff like that), preparing for school, posting time periods and I realized that I wouldn't be a part of that.
What I think I'm really mad about is that I'm afraid that all these people, the people who had established as their friend are going to forget me. But they can't? Come on. They won't forget me. I'm just afraid that they will.
So I already talked a bit about me leaning from coding to graphic arts (such as video editing, effects, making graphic pictures, stuff like that). I'm looking forward to a high school life of doing that. I just love what I do. I'm glad I will probably get a chance to learn PHP and C++ in high school and other coding that will actually help me create a very nice site or production company. Something along those lines?
Anyways, the picture here (as you can see in the bottom right) was made by me. To be specific, I added the rainbow gradient to the smoke (which was taken online) and the text.
My... Special Friend
I do have this special friend who I've been very quiet about these last few posts. She (that's right, I'm talking about a girl) is stunningly beautiful. She is smart, she is funny, she's just awesome in every aspect and way. I couldn't be luckier. She keeps me from falling and hitting the floors of the past and is always there for me. I can relate a lot to her and I think that I'm the one who is getting the most benefit out of both of us.
Sometimes it feels she doesn't know that I truly care for her. I try to emphasis it every time I talk to her. But hey, I'm already lucky enough.
She reads my blog, even though it is probably the most dreadful one in the world, and keeps everything good. She keeps me from doing things that would be irrational and encourages me to push to my limits and be a good leader.
And that girl's name is Karina Löffler.
I'm Done For Today
I've finished this blog post. We are nearing 200. Huh. It's been that long. Sometimes I wonder, if when I'm famous one day, viewers will be flocking to my blog to read about my childhood and rise to fame. Sometimes I just wonder.
Today I'm a 8. I'm super apprehensive about high school (which comes in two days), but excited for it. Tyler and I are finally starting on our collaboration blog, so that's also another project to add to the list.
"It's not about what it is, it's about what is can become." - Dr. Seuss, The Lorax
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