To
the one who stole my heart within a day,
Sorry, I don't mean to sound like the apologetic and twisted person that I am, but this is a post that will see the word sorry a lot. Oh, before you get even more disgusted with me, let me say that I am sorry for breaking off our relationship. Realize that I know that it was my fault. Realize that, only after it was pointed out to me, I truly felt sorry for what I did. Yes, we both did rush into it, but I was too stupid to see anything.
Sorry, for leading you on. Occasionally I think about what I gained and what I lost from doing that. Rash, rash is a good word to explain how we jumped into it. Really, I traded what could have been an amazing friendship for a mediocre and short-lived relationship. Yet, even though it now sounds like I'm hurting, I was the one who hurt you.
Sorry, that I can only say this to you now, and not even to your face. Only when I'm comfortably sitting at my desk can I say something, and even then it's to a monitor. Real. Real classy. You should know however, that I genuinely do feel sorry for what I've done.
Sorry, I don't really know what I'm trying to say. Once I figure out things, I'll see if I can somehow stop being a coward and say it to you directly. Regret. Remorse. You'd think that after I felt all of these things I could say something, but looks like this is all I have to say sorry to you.
I'm sorry,
the boy who threw away your heart within a day
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Sorry really doesn't take back the past but hey, don't dwell on it either. Just keep moving forward. It's okay.
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