To
the girl who I made the terrible mistake of forgetting,
It seems to me that you are the one who I hurt the most, but hey, if it makes you feel any better, I'm kinda hurting too. Recently I tried to close things off with you, but I think all I succeeded in doing was digging my own grave. To be honest, I have no idea what your opinion of me is now (I'm sure that it's negative, however I don't know in what light).
I do not deserve any forgiveness from you. There is absolutely none to be had, seeing as I left you out of nowhere. I can understand why you would not "enjoy" receiving a message from somebody who has hurt you, that somebody who you have pushed away for so long.
So here is how I will close things off, seeing as there is no way to do it with you. I apologize for leaving you behind, when I was supposed to be the one there for you. Even after our relationship ended we agreed to continue to talk, but for some reason or another I never responded. I am saying sorry not to ask for a response, but instead for myself, to make myself feel better.
Would you look at that? After those years I still remain as selfish and dramatic as I was before.
By,
the boy who doesn't deserve
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