No Filter (#7): The Suffocated One (Part 6)

To
the one who I didn't give enough space,

Well that's a gruesome title.

But it's true. In fact, I'm borrowing the words that you used to explain what was happening. I don't mean to be sassy or anything, it really is the best way to describe it. Sorry. I was too caught up in us and I didn't consider your needs.

We started off our relationship from thin air. There was no foundation of friendship, and we went straight for it after meeting each other. Before we met, I didn't even know that you existed, and all of the sudden you were the only thing that existed. Somehow we made things work, but I felt like I didn't have enough of you. I didn't spend enough time with you.

I'd like to say that's why I got clingy, but truthfully, I don't know why. Hell, I didn't even know that I was being clingy until you pointed it out. Naturally, things quickly fell apart and we ended. Still, I want to express my thanks for bringing a whole new meaning of "dating" to mind. You were the first one I had regular physical contact with, and the first person I actually felt like I was dating.

Recently you've been trying to talk to me more and take a jab at becoming friends. At first I thought it was a bit of stretch but now I can see that it's not that difficult. Thank you for that, and once again, sorry for latching on a bit too hard.

From,
the one who suffocated you